I have mixed emotions about being evaluated, they put a lot of pressure on me and when I hear what I have been doing wrong I get really hard on myself. I know its the person evaluating me job to critique me and help me improve. I have only had two evaluations my whole life since I started working at a child care. It was strange at first now I understand why we have team meeting also that are kind of like evaluations. Where the lead steps up and lets us each know what needs to change. My very first evaluation made me feel so little inside just because it was in the group setting and the lead and assistant at the time pin pointed my every mistake out and did not evaluate themselves it was only about me and I left my job crying I am still unsure to this day if they where even suppose to do that. Or why they did it because it was my third month on the job and they just let me have it on what I was doing wrong and did not say one single positive thing I had done.